i do not know how to confess

though it is hard to believe,
remaining in the same yard would be retrieved,
once you know the truth smells like olive,
smile,
and it will keep the words in brief.

only to see the returning need,
i would walk by letting the seed,
down green the land to feed,
one, and one,
yet still inside,
planning to get rid.

and there you go,
waiting to get yes or no,
it moves hardly,
and slow,
counting in a row,
still the same following the flow.

uih..muka saya sudah glow glow.
shorty gets low low low low.. heee

~susah
~lagi susah
~makin susah

kill my self

great. thing comes over.
spend. like it ends tomorrow.
who taught me that?
you. yes you.

i want it.
you dislike it.
well, at first you in it.

when i want it, again.
no. the answer is no.

macam tu la.
kerap berkata kerap didesak.
tak perlu berbuat apa-apa.
tiada siapa mahu dengar.
atau berkata,
'good. it is good'
dalam mimpi? kurang kurang tidak pernah,
sama sekali.

kill my self.
yes.
kill me.
but NO!
i still have a brain.
let the days decide.
or should i say,
"you decide"

-semua kamu
-pasal kamu
-tapi tetap hormat kamu
-tetap sanjung kamu

gamitan Raya TEYL1 TESOL2 duaribusepuluh

bakar.
membakar.
dibakar.
terbakar.
berbakar.

makan.
termakan.
dimakan.
memakan.

seronok.
kenyang.
menarik.


~terima kasih
~selamat hari raya
~map zaher baten.

mungkin patut menyerah kalah

sebiji sebiji saya telan.
kunyah dulu lah.
bukan betul betul mahu makan.
tapi itu lah.
sebab saya biarkan.

sedap. ada tidak.
tapi itu lah.
ada di sebelah kepak.
suka lah.
sangat suka lah.

tapi kan.
rasa macam tiada perasaan.
apa yang mahu disimpan.
biarkan.
usaha pun bukan perasan.
hanya kawan.
makna seangkatan?
hanya rakan.

~seronok sebab diguna juga.
~ngantok cam gila punya, mata juling sudah otak pusing
~ok bah kalau kau!