kill my self

great. thing comes over.
spend. like it ends tomorrow.
who taught me that?
you. yes you.

i want it.
you dislike it.
well, at first you in it.

when i want it, again.
no. the answer is no.

macam tu la.
kerap berkata kerap didesak.
tak perlu berbuat apa-apa.
tiada siapa mahu dengar.
atau berkata,
'good. it is good'
dalam mimpi? kurang kurang tidak pernah,
sama sekali.

kill my self.
yes.
kill me.
but NO!
i still have a brain.
let the days decide.
or should i say,
"you decide"

-semua kamu
-pasal kamu
-tapi tetap hormat kamu
-tetap sanjung kamu