Monday, December 20, 2010

Rencana Tuhan

berjalan lah tanpa ada haluan,
kerana yakin bintang menyusur memberi sinaran,
jangan kau anggap kosong kata-kata bulan,
kerana semuanya matahari empunya bantuan,
walaupun perlahan.

berjalan lah tanpa ada kekusutan,
kerana minda tidak pernah jauh dari ingatan,
leraikan permasalahan,
walaupun perlahan.

berjalan lah tanpa ada permusuhan,
kerana manusia tidak lari dari godaan,
semua tahu bingkisan syaitan,
sentiasa wujud dalam kehidupan,
walaupun perlahan.

bukan kerelaan,
ada pun semuanya telah direncanakan,
walaupun perlahan.
itu rencana Tuhan.,
walaupun perlahan.

~cuti hanya 2 minggu. demm.

Monday, November 29, 2010

arus sahabat

pusing kembali,
hampir ke hilir kenapa perlu di tolak ke hulu,
angin memberi lalu,
sungai memberi arus,
tiada minyak.
mengapa api terus marak..

aku berkata tidak berbelah,
tidak di kiri tidak di kanan,
hanya ingin berpesan,
sahabat,
tiada beza di mata aku yang biasa,
semuanya sama,
sayang ku tidak bermakna,
andai kalian tidak menerima..

aku sayang semua insan,
yang dicipta Tuhan,
mengambil sahabat sebagai salah satu peranan.

~guna pendekatan anilisis nilai ni. hehe

Sunday, November 14, 2010

serak

berlari ke hutan sambil berteriakan,
berlari ke laut sambil berlontaran,
siapa mahu dengar,
hanya alam mampu faham,
tidak kira siang atau malam,
perasaan kau pasti tenggelam.

luputkah perasaan kau,
bukan dahulu kata kau,
kosong.

bertarikh tuan punya badan,
dijangka selamat ke akhir kiraan,
kembali lah berteriak ke hutan,
kembali lah berlontaran ke lautan,
aku hanya mahu berdendang,
lagu ribut petaka songsang,
penebus dosa di luar gelanggang.


~baca buku kepala pening

Monday, November 8, 2010

Gone

one fine morning you touched,
and kissed me right on my arm,
sat with smile and your hair
hugged the breeze all the ways.

..........
and now you're gone,
I am alone.


~hujan. mahu makan~

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Takkan Ada Dalam Lagu

~I found this in my HD~
~an old friend of mine composed a song and asked for a lyric~
~he gave me the storyline and I ended up with this piece~

tak pernah terlintas untuk mengenalimu,
sedangku tahu ku bukan setandingmu,
namun kau rayu,
membuat ku jatuh,
ikrar kau beri aku lah cinta mu yang satu.

kini kau pergi jauh meninggalkan aku,
tika namamu terpahat mengukir hatiku,
jiwaku sayu,
janjimu kaku,
ungkapan cinta mu hanya kata kata rindu palsu.

kau melangkah pergi,
kau buat ku sangsi,
kau mengguris hati,
cinta mu ku tangisi..

kau melangkah jauh,
kau buat ku rapuh,
kau mengguris aku,
cinta mu takkan ada dalam lagu...

~ I lapar ~

Saturday, November 6, 2010

the end

hey,
stop there,
i have something to share,
do not leave me because i care,
and the story begins in nowhere.

listen to me,
the story does not fill in the whole paper,
not even half of the letter,
breath deeper,
i throw them all together.

it has no intro for you,
it has no conclusion for you,
it might only waiting for a comment from you,

the shortest story i wanna share with you,
it is,
i love you.

The End.

~bila mahu sambung jog?

Thursday, November 4, 2010

ahhhhhh

muka tak boleh blah,
ayat selalu gelabah,
apa mabuk ka entah,
sorry sikit lah,
sikit lah,
apa kau punya madah?
jangan hanya ludah,
takut jilat sendiri kau juga susah,
aku sekadar berkata,
sendiri mahu ingat bah.

~pencarian sekadar permulaan
~penemuan sekadar mukadimah

gatal hidung

hey,
why don't you ask,
the very good vast,
instead of leaning on your lust,
thus,
he has no guts,
to say something he trusts,
is that a must,
go die lah!
better if it too fast.

~semua singkat belaka

breaking news

bila exam postponed..
ticket?
rumah?
jobs?
shows?
rasa bosan?
melangut?
study?

~makin malas

.

...
bila satu .
semua dikatakan tamat.
.
.
tapi macam biasa,
manusia.
sudah ada .
akan tetap disambung.
macam aku.
tetap sambung.
.
.
...

~if they can talk?

canda dari rukuk

mandi bercawan basah,
kau faham makna gerhana,
bila sudah berlapik tidak setara,
mata pudar,
mungkin tidak,
mandi bercawan basah,
manusia hanya tahu bercanda,
ditanya rukuk geleng kepala,
mandi bercawan basah.

~everyone lives with the same aim. they forget.

concuss

feeling feels great,
when you ever imagined the sort of life you have arranged,
in the top of not so top of topless among top of the top mate,
and yes you might come out with an amazing pun to shred,
then you let them to play while you putting on the square hat,
oh now i get,
it is concussing to feel the feeling great.

~selamat sejahtera lah pada semua

watch or learn..mana kau mau

come and learn on how to devastate,
click and run on how to be great,
when you have grown thus yet,
and look back with faith,
things hang on and make us fret,

watch and learn,
do not be fooled by getting wet,
of the rain of our own pet.

~bila kita mahu sesuatu kita seringkali lupa akan sesuatu

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

hampir pukul dua

bila manusia berkata,
lautan pun belum tentu kenal pantai,
sementelah,
terasa terus digapai,
oleh ombak yang hanya tahu melambai,
tidak termeterai.

bila manusia berkata.
bila manusia berkata.

~bila aku nak study?

brunch

smell.
taste.
simple.
awesome.
full.
boleh la..

~mushroom soup and corn flakes : great mixer

FYVM

"Fuck you, fuck you very very much"..
oh, sorry..itu ringtone henset ku,
bunyi tak berhenti berlagu,
ku gapai dengan malas kau tahu,
yeah, sudah di tangan ku,
tapi lagu sudah berlalu.

buka mata sebelah,
awal lagi lah,
baru pukul sebelas setengah,
hahhahaha...

"4 missed calls"
huh?
henset ku ini kan,
jarang ada panggilan,
kalau letak dalam kotak perkakasan,
tinggalkan,
sehari, dua hari walau pun lapan,
komfom,
mesti ada satu ja miscall atau sms di paparan.

ini,
ada 4,
dapat ku bau dengan cepat,
click button view rapat-rapat,
yeah!!!!!
macam gampang...lambat!!!
henset loading macam siput rumah pak mat,
ok..
tertera dengan tepat,
'My Pa' yang hebat.

apa yang perlu aku buat?
call la balik bangsat!
tanya pula hati sesat..

trut trut..
bunyi lain la,
dengar di halwa,
makcik oversea pula berkata,
"this is your...bla bla bla"
shit!
tiada kredit la!!

sorry Pa,
nnt you call I semula,
I janji I jawab dengan sopannya..
hahahaha..

tidur semula,
terasa malasnya..
baru mahu membuta,
"Fuck you, fuck you very very much"..
okay. fine.

Him : bla bla bla bla bla..hahaha
Me : ya Pa? bla bla bla bla..hahaha
Him : Ok la bah. bla bla bla bla
Me : Ooooh. Ok. Ok. bla bla bla ehh??
Him : Tut tut tut..

itu la my Pa,
hanya berkata benda perlu sahaja,
belum sempat anakanda handsome beliau habis berbicara,
sudah ditekan punat off pada telefonnya..
haish,
apa pun,
seronok dengar suaranya,
pa and mama,
saya rindu kamu berdua,
tidur aah.

~top list in my caller Billboard
1.My Pa
2.My Ma

impedir kata Roberto Martinez..eh?

rain has stopped.
wind has stopped.
the sound has stopped.
i thought they have never stopped.
they might never stop.
but still they stop.
violence?
war?
hm..
no impedir. no impedir.

nothing.

~jum makan mushroom soup
~layan katun pun stail

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

coercive tu apa?

when all the pieces of time,
let me believe in all eulogy rhyme,
i found the great hunting of wine,
reddish yet bluish in jar of mine.

the voice could have let me to win,
wanting the sky to feel into grin,
close the windows out of my skin,
and try to be better other than spin..

let smooth let it passive,
as long as there is no coercive.

~jom makan kon fleks

Monday, November 1, 2010

pieces

hundred years I've been in love with you
deep inside there's no one only you
yet it's hard for me to tell you the truth,
should I let it be like this
should I let it be like this

~supposed to be a part of Razi's song lyric, but i cut it out ~_~

cool

the smile has made my day,
when it turned out into a clay,
for me to play,
stick in the hands and stay,
whenever i go it stinks and may.

and the time has come,
goodbye,
farewell,
take care,
words of the day.

forget me if you have to,
because i am nothing just yet in you,
you will be away,
the time you there,
i will be somewhere,
and forever it will be true,
i would be just smiling to see the picture of you.
thanks for accepting me though i have such a dirty clue,
and keeping the ugly truth,
it was nice to know you.

~ cool
~hujan non-stop

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Ayah Kata

ayah kata,
berbaik sangka dengan orang,
kerana lidah ibarat parang,
makin di asah makin berang,
demikian la ragam.

ayah kata,
biar orang buat,
kita jangan dekat,
jangan diturut yang bukan malaikat,
lihat,
dengar,
ingat..
semuat itu nasihat..
buruk,
baik,
samar,
terpulang pada hati,
terlerai atau terikat.

ayah kata,
jangan ditunggu bintang berkelip,
kerana memangnya sejak alif,
cuma tidak disitu,
kerana manusia kerdil,
tapi keringat jangan dilupa,
ibarat zam zam di bumi Anbia,
akan tergapai,
andai teguh tanpa mimpi dibuai..

ayah kata,
simpan,
jangan di arus ke lautan syaitan,
buruk perangai,
cuba tanam dalam lipatan,
kelak menggunung ayah tiada harapan,
itu satu lah jadi santapan.

ayah kata,
itu satu lah jadi santapan.

~ayah kata
~ayah kata

Saturday, October 23, 2010

mengarut aih

menitik satu satu,
tanpa kata tetap bertamu,
liat,
rasa tersiat,
tetap satu itu berkilat.

~penat
~cepat lah habis.

Monday, October 18, 2010

bukan koma ya.

yeay. full stop in everything.
done. yeay. done.

and the one point,
to start the rolling of the ink ball,
to get thus in great hall,
i mean,
the contradiction call,
yet,
is there,
sell in the mall.

it is nothing,
truly no thing,
like the hidden wing,
i have put everything through singing,
no voice,
to make myself thinking.

and full stop,
and drop.

~~reality itu lucu bah. tapi kenapa bukan ketawa.

Monday, October 11, 2010

50 hari mencari cinta?

day and night,
i look and fight,
feeling feels tight,
none is right,
i am just white,
no hale nor sight..

hopeless...
tunggu lepas hari terakhir la kawan..

~necessary ka ndak?

Thursday, September 30, 2010

i do not know how to confess

though it is hard to believe,
remaining in the same yard would be retrieved,
once you know the truth smells like olive,
smile,
and it will keep the words in brief.

only to see the returning need,
i would walk by letting the seed,
down green the land to feed,
one, and one,
yet still inside,
planning to get rid.

and there you go,
waiting to get yes or no,
it moves hardly,
and slow,
counting in a row,
still the same following the flow.

uih..muka saya sudah glow glow.
shorty gets low low low low.. heee

~susah
~lagi susah
~makin susah

Friday, September 24, 2010

kill my self

great. thing comes over.
spend. like it ends tomorrow.
who taught me that?
you. yes you.

i want it.
you dislike it.
well, at first you in it.

when i want it, again.
no. the answer is no.

macam tu la.
kerap berkata kerap didesak.
tak perlu berbuat apa-apa.
tiada siapa mahu dengar.
atau berkata,
'good. it is good'
dalam mimpi? kurang kurang tidak pernah,
sama sekali.

kill my self.
yes.
kill me.
but NO!
i still have a brain.
let the days decide.
or should i say,
"you decide"

-semua kamu
-pasal kamu
-tapi tetap hormat kamu
-tetap sanjung kamu

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

gamitan Raya TEYL1 TESOL2 duaribusepuluh

bakar.
membakar.
dibakar.
terbakar.
berbakar.

makan.
termakan.
dimakan.
memakan.

seronok.
kenyang.
menarik.


~terima kasih
~selamat hari raya
~map zaher baten.

mungkin patut menyerah kalah

sebiji sebiji saya telan.
kunyah dulu lah.
bukan betul betul mahu makan.
tapi itu lah.
sebab saya biarkan.

sedap. ada tidak.
tapi itu lah.
ada di sebelah kepak.
suka lah.
sangat suka lah.

tapi kan.
rasa macam tiada perasaan.
apa yang mahu disimpan.
biarkan.
usaha pun bukan perasan.
hanya kawan.
makna seangkatan?
hanya rakan.

~seronok sebab diguna juga.
~ngantok cam gila punya, mata juling sudah otak pusing
~ok bah kalau kau!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

issssssketambola

krisis payah kalau tak berkalis,
susah mahu mencari hati tak bengis,
ingat la,
satu hanya malam,
siang tidak pernah habis,
kau fikir aku pernah menangis,
sadis..

hanya hati yang tidak terkikis,
kukuh,
tiada apa mahu persis.

payah
payah
payah
ngntok~~

bisul berbekas

sudah ku kata hanya kawan.
harap kau faham,
wahai kawan.

walau kawan,
tetap ku sayang,
kawan.

Friday, August 20, 2010

SEMPURNA SEIMBANG SERATA

(Puisi tentang Nilai Berkaitan Dengan Perkembangan Diri – sepuluh nilai di dalamnya)

Aku mahu menjadi manusia sempurna,
Walau tidak di mata,
Cukup rohani menyelit rasa,
Perkembangan diriku,
Tetap bernilai seindah sutera,
Seimbang serata.

Aku mahu menjadi manusia sempurna,
Dengan mempercayai tuhan maha esa.
Suci fizikal, emosi dan mental,
Punya harga diri sentiasa kental.
Seimbang serata.

Aku mahu menjadi manusia berguna,
Kerajinan menjadi rutin semasa,
Berhemah tinggi selari suasana,
Kasih sayang tunggak bersama.
Seimbang serata.

Aku mahu menjadi manusia sempurna.
Besederhana dalam apa jua,
Jujur berkata dengan anggota,
Seimbang serata.

Aku mahu menjadi manusia sempurna,
Baik hati sesama makhluknya,

Tahu meringankan lidah,
Bukan mengata,
Tapi mengungkap kata menjadi suasa,
Indah,
yakni terima kasih pada semua.

Aku mahu menjadi manusia sempurna,
Seimbang serata.

Karya : JEJAKA BERMORAL :D

~asaimen pendidikan moral yawwlll
~sam arcj non aslam mapay n me yawwwlll
~tuk ms Ng yawllll

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

You Feel Holy ke??

it is said that,
if you believe in faith,
you would be on the holy mat,
yet.

and it is said that,
if you learn to believe in faith,
you would have the holy hat,
yet.

but it is too bad,
everything that you try to get,
want much of the things in great,
even though nothing has been really set,
i bet,
they are just being sad,
of not trying to be one yet,
by the time you hope to be in the same net.

~Ramadhan
~puasa
~tetap mengantok seperti biasa

Salam Ramadhan pada semua manusia yang beriman padaNya.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

keroncong krek krek

terlupa seketika,
bunyi nya lain macam sahaja,
apa bijak membiarkan irama,
kalau sakit aku juga merasa,
bisa gara gara..

masih lagi seperti biasa,
sabar la,
sebentar lagi dapat la rasa,
akan ku pilih yang terbaik sahaja,
buat engkau sedari pagi berlaga..

sabar..


~aku lapar dalam kelas doh

Friday, July 9, 2010

go go power rangers

hey,
feelings..
go lah.
it doesnt even make any sense..
cool..
go lah.

~masih ingat
~tidak perlu
~tetap masih

Thursday, July 8, 2010

ayaq pa tatau

dear tears,
if you could talk,
please tell me,
you do not like to see the world,
how cruel it is, and,
how lies become the main nutrition for human beings.

dear tears,
if you could talk,
please tell me,
that,
i could stop you..
easily..

~dapat pula surat cinta dr HEP.. terbaik la hidup aku.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

rasa macam sampah

kenapa orang bohong?
ada apa pada bohong?
hari ini kena bohong?
esok pun kena bohong?

satu patah itu dah macam duri,
bisa tetap terasa sejauh mana pun kau lari,
hati?
jangan cakap lah,
macam boleh simpan plaster kau sendiri bedah.

tapi terima kasih bohong,
sebab engkau aku kenal erti kosong,
apa tu?
cerita manusia yang penuh dengan lohong,
ibarat kekupu yang menanti di tepian lorong,
katanya rezeki, bangsat itu semua hanya bohong.

kalau kau rasa mahu mencorak,
jangan terus warna kau letak,
fikir,
apa kau tidak tahu?
lakar,
dan lakar,
dari situ otak kau tak perlu kata bohong,
mewarna guna pelangi konon.

~pulau ini cuma memberi satu lagi bab pembohongan dalam kitab

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

do not. dont.

dont..
just dont..
i cant..
cant..

please..
i would love to..
but just dont..
i dont..

let me,
just let me..
tell u dont,
u dont..
just dont..

*pushing is just not my way**

You Tell Me lah.

trust me.
we can almost reach the light,
yet,
we stuck in the middle of the fight.
you know,
envy will give you the flow,
through any window,
of a child whose eyes never picked slow.

and now,
we are done.
across the line of any front,
you can get the humor of a pun,
perhaps,
it would make you stop running the shame run,
to show you,
the darkness is afraid over the sun.

**just nothing**
at home besarkan perut-cuti babe! =p

Monday, May 17, 2010

words for sengal ubi :)

no more tears.
no more cries.
no more laughs.
no more talks.
no more gossips.
no more hurts.
no more curses.
no more yells.
no more...facing each other..

memories would lie?
how strong we could try?
i love you till i die.

-aidie maula darus-
-haidi azwan mohamed-
-shahrilen shahrul anuar-
-tahdiah mustapha-
**tears every time i remember you**

Thursday, March 18, 2010

black title

the sorrow comes to get me,
tries to lead to the ways of free,
it is something that none of you can feel,
too much of tears between it,
too much of black covering it,
if only i could write on a full page to paste my grin..

i crawled i cried to find my destiny,
i fainted i lied to share the real of me,

i crawled i cried to find my destiny,
i fainted i lied to share the real of me,
but,
have your ever painted the feelings of accepting me....
though it's there,
yet,
too much of black covering it..


~in the room
11.15 pm
18 mac '10
blurrrr

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

faham2 la....

Pagi ku telah berminum secangkit basi,
urat belum sempat di tegang,
hati sudah dikendur bengang,
HATTA YANG TUNGGAL BELUM SURUT KE AKAR.
Bangsat!
Hipotesis engkau tidak kukuh di halwa,
Misi engkau tidak utuh di bawa,
Kerana destinasinya,
Buat mimpi aku ke gurun,
Bukan ke muara.

**lupa buat bila..
**kak faz..sgt benci puisi ini..ha3

Lidah Gelojoh

orang kata baik diam,
lidah simpan dalam-dalam,
kau tidak sama berendam,
molek rasa kau berendam.

jeritlah sekuat rasa,
hanya lidah mampu menggesa,
waktu berlalu biasa,
tempias minda kau berbisa.

rapuh macam bodoh,
hanya aku,
jangan lidah kau gelojoh,
sekali kau buat,
ayat itu punca kau gaduh.
sangat ampuh.

10.45am
DMS
25/01/10

aku tatau nak letak tajuk apa

sekitar lembah dosa
cantrik dirinya indah
berdiri
bercari
berliuk

sekitar lembah dosa
malam sayapnya marak
gah
ramai tertawan
seakan satu perlumbaan
juara
dia mampu bersuara
kerana
punya dia

sekitar lembah dosa
jauh di bucu hati
soal terpangkah tanda
betulkah?
waraskah?
salahkah?

sekitar lembah dosa
hanya tapak itu ada
pengisi tenaga diri dan dijaga
jika itu santapan rasa
air mata penghilang dahaga
terpaksa?
dipaksa?
tanyalah sekitar lembah dosa

11.00 am
DMS
25/01/10