hampir pukul dua

bila manusia berkata,
lautan pun belum tentu kenal pantai,
sementelah,
terasa terus digapai,
oleh ombak yang hanya tahu melambai,
tidak termeterai.

bila manusia berkata.
bila manusia berkata.

~bila aku nak study?

brunch

smell.
taste.
simple.
awesome.
full.
boleh la..

~mushroom soup and corn flakes : great mixer

FYVM

"Fuck you, fuck you very very much"..
oh, sorry..itu ringtone henset ku,
bunyi tak berhenti berlagu,
ku gapai dengan malas kau tahu,
yeah, sudah di tangan ku,
tapi lagu sudah berlalu.

buka mata sebelah,
awal lagi lah,
baru pukul sebelas setengah,
hahhahaha...

"4 missed calls"
huh?
henset ku ini kan,
jarang ada panggilan,
kalau letak dalam kotak perkakasan,
tinggalkan,
sehari, dua hari walau pun lapan,
komfom,
mesti ada satu ja miscall atau sms di paparan.

ini,
ada 4,
dapat ku bau dengan cepat,
click button view rapat-rapat,
yeah!!!!!
macam gampang...lambat!!!
henset loading macam siput rumah pak mat,
ok..
tertera dengan tepat,
'My Pa' yang hebat.

apa yang perlu aku buat?
call la balik bangsat!
tanya pula hati sesat..

trut trut..
bunyi lain la,
dengar di halwa,
makcik oversea pula berkata,
"this is your...bla bla bla"
shit!
tiada kredit la!!

sorry Pa,
nnt you call I semula,
I janji I jawab dengan sopannya..
hahahaha..

tidur semula,
terasa malasnya..
baru mahu membuta,
"Fuck you, fuck you very very much"..
okay. fine.

Him : bla bla bla bla bla..hahaha
Me : ya Pa? bla bla bla bla..hahaha
Him : Ok la bah. bla bla bla bla
Me : Ooooh. Ok. Ok. bla bla bla ehh??
Him : Tut tut tut..

itu la my Pa,
hanya berkata benda perlu sahaja,
belum sempat anakanda handsome beliau habis berbicara,
sudah ditekan punat off pada telefonnya..
haish,
apa pun,
seronok dengar suaranya,
pa and mama,
saya rindu kamu berdua,
tidur aah.

~top list in my caller Billboard
1.My Pa
2.My Ma

impedir kata Roberto Martinez..eh?

rain has stopped.
wind has stopped.
the sound has stopped.
i thought they have never stopped.
they might never stop.
but still they stop.
violence?
war?
hm..
no impedir. no impedir.

nothing.

~jum makan mushroom soup
~layan katun pun stail

coercive tu apa?

when all the pieces of time,
let me believe in all eulogy rhyme,
i found the great hunting of wine,
reddish yet bluish in jar of mine.

the voice could have let me to win,
wanting the sky to feel into grin,
close the windows out of my skin,
and try to be better other than spin..

let smooth let it passive,
as long as there is no coercive.

~jom makan kon fleks

pieces

hundred years I've been in love with you
deep inside there's no one only you
yet it's hard for me to tell you the truth,
should I let it be like this
should I let it be like this

~supposed to be a part of Razi's song lyric, but i cut it out ~_~

cool

the smile has made my day,
when it turned out into a clay,
for me to play,
stick in the hands and stay,
whenever i go it stinks and may.

and the time has come,
goodbye,
farewell,
take care,
words of the day.

forget me if you have to,
because i am nothing just yet in you,
you will be away,
the time you there,
i will be somewhere,
and forever it will be true,
i would be just smiling to see the picture of you.
thanks for accepting me though i have such a dirty clue,
and keeping the ugly truth,
it was nice to know you.

~ cool
~hujan non-stop

Ayah Kata

ayah kata,
berbaik sangka dengan orang,
kerana lidah ibarat parang,
makin di asah makin berang,
demikian la ragam.

ayah kata,
biar orang buat,
kita jangan dekat,
jangan diturut yang bukan malaikat,
lihat,
dengar,
ingat..
semuat itu nasihat..
buruk,
baik,
samar,
terpulang pada hati,
terlerai atau terikat.

ayah kata,
jangan ditunggu bintang berkelip,
kerana memangnya sejak alif,
cuma tidak disitu,
kerana manusia kerdil,
tapi keringat jangan dilupa,
ibarat zam zam di bumi Anbia,
akan tergapai,
andai teguh tanpa mimpi dibuai..

ayah kata,
simpan,
jangan di arus ke lautan syaitan,
buruk perangai,
cuba tanam dalam lipatan,
kelak menggunung ayah tiada harapan,
itu satu lah jadi santapan.

ayah kata,
itu satu lah jadi santapan.

~ayah kata
~ayah kata

mengarut aih

menitik satu satu,
tanpa kata tetap bertamu,
liat,
rasa tersiat,
tetap satu itu berkilat.

~penat
~cepat lah habis.

bukan koma ya.

yeay. full stop in everything.
done. yeay. done.

and the one point,
to start the rolling of the ink ball,
to get thus in great hall,
i mean,
the contradiction call,
yet,
is there,
sell in the mall.

it is nothing,
truly no thing,
like the hidden wing,
i have put everything through singing,
no voice,
to make myself thinking.

and full stop,
and drop.

~~reality itu lucu bah. tapi kenapa bukan ketawa.

50 hari mencari cinta?

day and night,
i look and fight,
feeling feels tight,
none is right,
i am just white,
no hale nor sight..

hopeless...
tunggu lepas hari terakhir la kawan..

~necessary ka ndak?

i do not know how to confess

though it is hard to believe,
remaining in the same yard would be retrieved,
once you know the truth smells like olive,
smile,
and it will keep the words in brief.

only to see the returning need,
i would walk by letting the seed,
down green the land to feed,
one, and one,
yet still inside,
planning to get rid.

and there you go,
waiting to get yes or no,
it moves hardly,
and slow,
counting in a row,
still the same following the flow.

uih..muka saya sudah glow glow.
shorty gets low low low low.. heee

~susah
~lagi susah
~makin susah

kill my self

great. thing comes over.
spend. like it ends tomorrow.
who taught me that?
you. yes you.

i want it.
you dislike it.
well, at first you in it.

when i want it, again.
no. the answer is no.

macam tu la.
kerap berkata kerap didesak.
tak perlu berbuat apa-apa.
tiada siapa mahu dengar.
atau berkata,
'good. it is good'
dalam mimpi? kurang kurang tidak pernah,
sama sekali.

kill my self.
yes.
kill me.
but NO!
i still have a brain.
let the days decide.
or should i say,
"you decide"

-semua kamu
-pasal kamu
-tapi tetap hormat kamu
-tetap sanjung kamu

gamitan Raya TEYL1 TESOL2 duaribusepuluh

bakar.
membakar.
dibakar.
terbakar.
berbakar.

makan.
termakan.
dimakan.
memakan.

seronok.
kenyang.
menarik.


~terima kasih
~selamat hari raya
~map zaher baten.

mungkin patut menyerah kalah

sebiji sebiji saya telan.
kunyah dulu lah.
bukan betul betul mahu makan.
tapi itu lah.
sebab saya biarkan.

sedap. ada tidak.
tapi itu lah.
ada di sebelah kepak.
suka lah.
sangat suka lah.

tapi kan.
rasa macam tiada perasaan.
apa yang mahu disimpan.
biarkan.
usaha pun bukan perasan.
hanya kawan.
makna seangkatan?
hanya rakan.

~seronok sebab diguna juga.
~ngantok cam gila punya, mata juling sudah otak pusing
~ok bah kalau kau!